So, I haven’t watched Anime in a long time (besides Attack on Titan) and out of the blue I started watching Diabolik Lovers… MY FEEEEELLLLLSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~~~~~ ccjkvxggcvkbl
I have a overwhelming desire to cos my otp for Anime North but… the shitty thing with cosplay is if you want to stray away from the less popular Anime’s/games people brush you off and are like “WHO R THOUUUUU” especially if you don’t have a cos-bud who’s cosplaying someone from the same series and if you go with the more popular ones you only have about 80+ doppelgangers who will most likely outshine you.
It’s 5am and I can’t sleep.
I am now oddly enough browsing through the lingerie section on Ebay wondering what is my life, seriously though. I love me some online shopping but the thought of waiting makes my mind like… NO.
I want to re-activate my Facebook but certain people I don’t want to bother with are a hassle. Ever find yourself constantly being faced and aware of someone you want nothing to do with yet don’t want to create an awkward vibe with when running into them is ultimately unavoidable?
OH MY GODDDDDDD
NO NO NO NO
I’ve been so sick ever since the day after Thursday, last week. I had the best turn out of a night ever after ditching work 30 minutes early to bust my ass trying to get to the Dir en grey concert so I wouldn’t end up wasting my money but at the same time not loosing my job over it and now I’m sick as a dog. ;A; UGGGGGHHHHGGIHIHKKVXUIVFFFFFUUUUUU- Being sick would be bearable if I didn’t have that goddamn tickle cough. I’m convinced if this keeps up I’m bound to cough up a lung.
I’ve barely stepped outside, replied anyone and haven’t even watched last weeks episode of Walking Dead, jesus christ. That Dir en grey concert legit made my year but I’ve not only been sick but I’ve had a pretty shitty week with all the irritations and dramatics that have me raging over the ridiculousness.
It’s frustrating knowing I have enough saved up to move out but not having a stable job that would make it possible to live on thus still being stuck in a a chaotic mess called home driving me to insanity.
Other than spending money on my precious hot chocolate and Diru tickets… I haven’t spent a dime of my money since working. ;A;
On a side note, I must say. Being at a Jrock concert and drinking alcohol, shouting until my voice went dead, annnnnnnd meeting awesome new people while not getting brutally beat by adventuring into the mosh pit (My phone took a beating though from dropping it… T_T gg) made everything totally worth it. :D AWWWWWYEAAAH
Hopefully this awful cold I caught will go away soon. OTL
I’m at that point where I don’t even want to be saved anymore. I’m leading myself further into an abyss I know I won’t be able to get out of.
Earplugs in, music up, this is my escape.
Dir en grey concert tomorrow and I’ve no idea what I’m going to wear. ;A;
SOBBING OVER HOW I NEVER FAIL TO LEAVE EVERYTHING LAST MINUTE.